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November 3rd, 2009

When I first told a friend I wanted to design fashion, she said it was as hard to be successful as it is to be a rockstar. Or that’s basically what she said, 26 years of memories ago. I had thought there were levels (there are) but I was so gullible all through my youth (I hope not still!).

When I returned to that life dream with ever a-flamed passion in my early 20s, I heard the advice, “being a fashion designer is not as glamourous as you think it is.” Did I think it was glamourous? All I really wanted from glamour is to be able to carry designer bags.

I attained that through a lot of blogging and a little (or a lot) of credit. Now that the credit is through with (he he) or rather I’ve rid myself of those naughty ways, is the same time I’m finishing the road to becoming exactly what I want. Learning, practicing, honing … I’ve designed tons of bags through the years and have made many bags and accessories. Switched from knits to sewing to finally leather sewing and sourcing all the best and – well after testing the fun waters of Etsy and learning some business ropes – I’ve learned that starting a brand / real company takes a long time, even after all the initial prep.

As I take a break from this work to prepare for moving to a nearby city, I have time to write more again and reflect, too. What is the truth about being, and working as, a start-up – start-out – new and dues-paying designer? Is there any glamour?

Well let’s break this down and see.

• Because of investing in a new business, if I want a new designer bag I have to make it. Meaning my brand is the designer – but oh this feels better than any other company’s I can imagine, without any of the guilt from Hermès. I do still have all my old bags that I hadn’t already sold through the years, and my wonderful BF won’t let me sell any more – because he knows me all too well.
• It’s hard work with the hands. I was not raised to do that kind of thing, but it’s not heavy lifting, it’s delicate craft. I don’t mind the work, the more pain my back or fingers or whatever, the prouder I am. Sure someday I could have the funds or success to have bags manufactured or run a workshop of employees, but sewing at least for a long while in the beginning is definitely crucial unless someone’s a socialite or something. And I learn so much with each gusset, etc. of a bag.
• My hands can get dirty even! I don’t think I should have lotioned up that particular leather, which had ink bleed on hands, etc afterward, but I crave expirimenting, which is part of learning. Manicures? I hope someday!!
• I am sort of a kept-woman. Oh I shouldn’t even say that!! I have some luck in a wonderful partner who makes the bulk of the money that barely keeps us floating, and this life partner doesn’t worry much – he often says, “I have no doubt they’ll sell.” (I still need to watch out for Future-MIL.) So while we struggle, I’ve somehow stumbled into that Cinderella story aspect I didn’t quite want. I wanted to save myself, but this man is letting me do it – and teaching me about money. (Bad shopaholic, bad!)
• Something a bit more glamourous, too: We’re moving into a bigger apartment. Sure The Boy needs to relocate to aid his work commute, but I’m the one with all the stuff and all the equipment/tools that require space. I’m getting my own loft studio with extra storage that should even be able to hold extra machines enough to switch thread less, etc. (That’s like something called lean manufacturing by the way, read about that on The Fashion-Incubator.)
• Of course, until I’m booked-round-the-clock fulfilling orders, I should probably do that old Cinderella work and do some “housewife/maid” duty. Ugh.

Will my million dollar princess-life come? It would take a long time, but perhaps after I’ve had sales running for a year or so I should revisit this topic with a current-then list.

To sum up, little glamour but where else would I get it? And I don’t need it, anyway! I do have the luxury of love – in whom I’m with and in what I do – or am building.